..is better ..

..is better alone than just hurting everyone..

the condition is not even better time after time, 
dont know why??
like as a river, it flowing out of control,
just make it become  far,
i understand but not understand,
when i try hard, isnt going well,
a matter never solve,


i dont know what must i do,
i lost my confidence to do,
i try pretend if it well,
but i cant hide it from everyone around me,
must i tell their all if i'm in bad condition?

share to the other is not giving the conclusion,
couse their have their matter in their live way,

maybe it must be pull with my own self,
with flow of time to search the solution,
try to hide it, try to hide, try to going alone

i'm not a child anymore want a lolipop i cry ...