Melodies of life

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life - love's lost refrain
Our paths they did cross, though I cann't say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told ?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of Life
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond

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So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me ?
Was it fate that brought us closer and now leaves me behind ?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying bird - forever and on

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of Life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember

..is better ..

..is better alone than just hurting everyone..

the condition is not even better time after time, 
dont know why??
like as a river, it flowing out of control,
just make it become  far,
i understand but not understand,
when i try hard, isnt going well,
a matter never solve,


i dont know what must i do,
i lost my confidence to do,
i try pretend if it well,
but i cant hide it from everyone around me,
must i tell their all if i'm in bad condition?

share to the other is not giving the conclusion,
couse their have their matter in their live way,

maybe it must be pull with my own self,
with flow of time to search the solution,
try to hide it, try to hide, try to going alone

i'm not a child anymore want a lolipop i cry ...

Kebahagiaan

"...Kebahagiaan itu indah.. Sangat indah sekali..."


     Seperti header diatas ini tentang kebahagiaan, definisi kebahagian itu ialah sesuatu yang membuat kita tersenyum, tertawa dan menangis secara lepas, tanpa adanya beban didalam hati kecil. Untuk mendapatkan kebahagiaan tidak mudah, kadang kita harus mengorbankan sesuatu agar bisa bahagia, tetapi kebahagiaan seperti itu bukanlah kebahagiaan sejati namun hanya sesaat. Kebahagian yang diinginkan banyak orang ialah kebahagiaan yang tidak memberatkan diri sendiri atau orang lain yang intinya kebahagiaan yang tidak menimbulkan beban dihati & pikiran. Secara nyata kebahagian sejati itu tidak bisa dibuat atau direncanakan, karena datangnya secara tiba-tiba dalamsuatu momentum.
      saat kita bisa tertawa, bangga dan terharu didalam suatu momentum tanpa merugikan orang lain saat itulah kebahagiaan sejati muncul.
       gw sendiri juga baru beberapa kali ngalamin selama masa hidup gw, rasanya itu kaya seperti menemukan sesuatu dari apa yang sebenarnya kita inginkan, seperti saat kita berkumpul, dengan cara sederhana tanpa menyinggung perasaan orang lain, tanpa memperolok, tanpa meninggikan diri sendiri/ bersikap sombong, bisa tersenyum dan tertawa lepas dengan keadaan yang terjadi, dan kejadian tersebut secara tidak disengaja/ direncanakan.